cant take my eyes off of you

So today was a long day. I got into work at 7am, stayed there till 3pm. I was basically cleaning up after people all day. Pretty tedious. Thank god for my music to keep me sane.

I was really hoping to hang out with someone tonight. But, that person didn't call me, so it didn't happen. I guess I could have been the one that called. But, we had made arrangements that they were going to call me when they got home. Again, didn't happen. And then I got a random text message from this person with a bunch of jibberish. I responded in not such a nice way, and I think this person may be angry with me now. Oh well. Is it wrong of me to not be bothered? I mean, yeah, i do like this person, and yes I would like for something to happen with us. But at the same time, if you cant decide what you want to do, or if you want to hang out with me, then why should i even bother? I'm only going to go so far, and I think thats only fair.

So last night i talked to a member of one of my favorite bands, Oh No! Oh My!. That was pretty cool. It was interesting to get some insight on what its like to be a musician. Apparently when you are a smaller musician, its pretty tough.

Tomorrow I am meeting my friend JR at his place to go to a hockey show in Detroit. Its a dealer show, so it will be cool to go see some old friends there. As a former decent player and former manager of a hockey shop, it will be nice to get back into that world a little bit. I miss being a part of it. I know my mom and dad want me to have nothing to do with it, as they see no future in it, I still miss it. I genuinely enjoyed all of that stuff. And now I am working in the rink, I'm somewhat close to what I used to do, and it sucks. Its like its so close, but yet so far. Hopefully something will happen where I can get my old job back.

I think I want to go on a trip somewhere. I don't know where, but I'm thinking somewhere down south. Perhaps New Orleans, or Austin. Maybe somewhere in Alabama, or Florida. Either way. I think I need to go somewhere in the not too distant future. I could do with a break from life here.

Thats it for tonight. I have to get up early so I can meet JR for the show and Jamaican food.